This Is The Story Of A Dick

Thursday, January 7, 2010

To My Dear Girlfriend

Baby, this post is for you. For the past one hour I've been trying to sleep as promised but i just can't. In this 1 hour, I've thought about you. I've thought about our future, our past, our present. I've thought of how unimaginably happy you've made me, how impossible it is for me to love anyone more than you. Dear Olivia Lee, you're all I can hope for and much much more. In this 7 years I've know you, not one night had I not prayed to God for your happiness and your health. Even when I was just another of your admirers, I didn't pray for God to make you love me, not once. All i asked was for your happiness whatever it maybe. And now that you're mine, you've done things to me that can never be described. The joy of spending every single second with you. Each time I breathe you in when I hug you. Every soft kiss that makes my heart beat faster. I didn't intend to make this post all mushy, I'm sorry, I'm just saying as it is. I don't want to be any other guy who says this but I can truly say it cause its true, You Made Me A Better Person. But it doesn't end there my love, you continuely make me want to improve for you. I remember one time, in class. It was probably Sec 3. You turned around and that one short sentence you said to me totally made my week. You said "You're future girlfriend is going to be so lucky." That line... Made me blush... I don't think you saw me but I did... Chris looked at me and made fun of me but that didn't matter. You actually said it... Of course like any other guy would I smiled... Like a freakin retard... I couldn't stop... You had me thinking about that exact scene of you turning around kinda frowning and telling me that line over and over again for over a week... There was this other time when we made that promise. It was in Year 2 if I'm not wrong. On MSN, we we're chatting. We made a deal, that by a certain age if both of us were still single, you'd take me as your husband and I would take you as my wife. I suggested 40 cause I didn't want to sound too eager and all. But you were all "So OLD? I was thinking more of 30." And there you have it. The promise you made me which I would never forget. By 30, if we were both single, I'd marry you and we'll live the happiest lifes together. Damn... You made me so happy that night... Sigh... Looks like we won't be needing that promise. Cause here I am officially making you another promise. That by the age of 23, I'd propose to you. I know we've been talking about it but I want you to know that I'm ever serious about it. Having a life with you would just be heaven. Right now I'm more in love with you than I've ever been. But its not going to stop there. With each passing moment with you by my side, I'd just love you more and more. For now, I'll be waiting patiently. For those two days... The day when you are finnaly mine, with the bells ringing and all, that perfect day, starting with seeing you walk slowly towards me down that aisle to finally holding you in my arms as we share our first night. And the other day would be after I retire and we take our first step into our dream house on that beach with you holding my already wrinkled hand. Just the two of us. With not a care in the World. All I would have is you, and all you would have is me. Not a thing to bother us, not a thing to keep us apart. When that day comes my World would cease to move and forever would be true. All we'd ever be doing is sharing our final years with each other as a happy old couple still deeply in love with each other. That being, our perfect ending. But before all that my dear tods, we still have a long journey to travel. A journey we will need to take together, hand in hand, from now till forever is true. With that my dear girlfriend, I love you.

The last stop

The boy who grew up loving you,
Dicki

Has Carved Into The Sands Of Time At 2:05 AM

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